An empty place in memories...

It is a long time , I haven't written anything... never forced myself to do so! it just happens to me... sometimes, some special feelings, an extreme sadness, sometimes a strong nostalgia, sometimes just the joy of the moment!

today, I felt jealous of a kid, came to Starbucks, eating his muffin in his father's warm hug!

it was the first time, I went back to my childhood, and missed this moment , maybe misplaced it somewhere behind the memories... maybe that never existed...

but I found it around, the day I made an apple Streusel for him and myself... and we shared a moment of silence ... an unspoken talk... again... but full of emotions...

He is the only one that i've missed a lot yet... and even wish to have another silent being together ... this is the only thing that really means to me for now, and ever...